Day 98 ~ 105 in Swaziland
Last week has been insanely busy and this week is also going to be like this. I have been so busy contacting people for the house renovation and repairing. Also at the time gotta keep my eyes on the workers with the farm schedule and resolve pest and weed issue. I was hoping everything will been on track ..but that’s not gonna happen, is it. No one is gonna work 100% unless you are the boss…then of course you will work 110% every day. With the employee…they do something, ticked, and then waiting for you to say another thing for them to do. Im just so sick and tired ‘training’ those puppets. But that’s thing i need to learn isn’t it, to really know how to manage the company, is have the patient to walk together wit the employee/ team and foreseen the company’s vision and path. Honestly…exhausted for the brain. I haven’t been watch any documentary or movie, really have been too busy and don’t have time to watch it at all. (Don’t even have time to upload my blog). Also trying to arrange to catch up with my neighbour before i go back to Australia..it’s just so much are happening here. This week is pretty much meeting every single day and try to create another ‘path’ for them to walk on after i leave. Omg , did i just make myself sounds like the ‘saviour’ ? lol. Anyways, I’m sure this week is gonna go super fast. Next week…will hopefully be going to Durban. Then Two more days after I’m back from Durban, is the day flying back to Australia !! OMG !! How exciting. Im already thinking what i should wear on the flight so i can be really comfortable and not fainted this time. Fingers crossed.
I bought so many gifts to bring back to Australia. I spend overall 300AUD i think haha. None of them are actually for me. I can’t wait to give them to all my friends and see their reaction, hopefully they will like it.
Lately I have been spending a lot of time on recording and editing while I’m at the holiday house. I realised that why i do the most when I’m alone. Maybe that’s a way for myself to keep myself busy and avoid ‘loneliness’ ? Ummm Interesting isn’t it… ! After giving baby chub and Dale to listen to the final editing…with all the feedback, i decided to take out all the vocal tracks and wait until I get the right person to sing it (Maybe Vivian, Maybe Leo (Friend of dale from University). Really should make it to the perfection and not rush to publish it ( I have this bad habit of really want to realise it the minute i finish the song, lol). So sick of the old singer….i decided to delete her on Facebook and officially not want to have anything to do with her with the band or anything at all. I actually spend about half hour one night and just deleting people on Facebook whom i have been wanting to get rid of them in my life for a long time. I don’t know if this is a good thing or not, but i like to get to know lots of people every now and then, and keeps one or two that I really enjoy being around then. The rest of them…i really cant be bother to pretend to like them. So this is what I’m doing, getting rid lots of people from Taiwan and keep the ‘real friendship’ whom doesn’t base on the value of your belief, your religion, because who you are is what they like about you, period. Human’s life is limited, we don’t have time to waste on rubbish friendship.
Anyways, thx for reading I will try upload more regularly for my last two weeks of life in Swaziland😉 haha